Am I talking to myself again
  Is there anybody listening
  Are you taking this in
  Am I wasting my breath
  Tell me is the wind in your sails
  Worth everything you give
  Are you looking for something
  Forgiveness
    I leave it up to you
  I guess I'm better off removed
  Because this situation's
  Growing too thick
  Could it have been something I said
  Or was it something that I did
  Did I ruin my chance
  Have you written me off
  Tell me where did I cross the line
  And can I work my way back this time
  Will I always regret this
  Decision
    I leave it up to you
  I hope you find a good excuse
  Because I've given about all that I can give
  I could try to count the times
  That I've been through this in my mind
  But I'm running out of fingers
  And I don't have that much time